vineri, 4 noiembrie 2011

Regrets and mistakes and memories made

Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

I don't know many things, I'm not smart enough, I get into trouble, i do shitty things, i do mistakes, i push people away even if i need them...i'm not even close to perfection...i'm a totally mess, but i am who i am and this is probably the only thing i'm not gonna change cuz i may want to change some parts at me, but the essence will always remain the same...why? it's simple : cuz if i change the essence, i won't be me ever again, i won't have a personality, thoughts and opinions...i'll be just a lost person, with no soul. I regret so many things that sometimes i just wanna start a new life...and when i think about it, at the meaning of a new life, i have second thoughts and think that if i didn't get through so many things and mistakes, i wouldn't be tough now and i wouldn't be able to face the reality that comes. Too bad that there is this mentality of humans , to gossip about everything and to give a shit about you...they don't care at all about you and your life, they know nothing about you, oh, but they love to gossip and to criticise every single thing, without knowing the reason for which you did that thing. And this is why, no matter what you do, you have to keep your head straight and give a shit about gossips, to fuck everyone who messes with you, to stop carring about what people may think about a specific thing. In the end, you die with you and yourself, no one else...so why to worry about something?

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